2446. i hate myself so much. all i can do is think about my weight. i had an eating disorder for about a year. i’ve recently gotten over it but my feelings of hate for my body are still with me every fucking day. and it kills me. i’m scared of falling back into my old habits, cause it was a terrible place to be, i’m just so scared. i hate myself. i always will.
2445. I hate when he writes the cutest things out of nowhere that brightens my day. But when I write him something cute, he just sends me “KK”. The fuck. really?
2444. Finally, someone likes me, and that makes me like him a lot. I feel like there are many girl he would choose before me any day. He likes me a little and i like him a lot.
2443. I just met someone and he is pretty awesome but just not my type. He just recently confessed to me that he likes me and asked if we could be a couple. I had to say no. I value our friendship way too much already. And honestly, he just doesn’t turn me on. I hope he doesn’t take this rejection too hard and can get over it and go back to being friends. Though I hope he’s okay right now. :( ugh. I dont like being a heartbreaker.
2442. fuck. why cant I be skinny? things would be so much better.
2441. I’m scared. I’m scared of graduating in a few months. I’m scared that I’m a failier waiting to happen. I’m scared that I’ll have nowhere to go. I’m scared that in a few weeks I’ll bee alone for prom. I hate all this fear, it’s eating me alive, I want it to stop.
2440. This is to 2438: It’s because he’s an ass and had no other way of saying that he wanted to break up with you. Believe me I know how it feels to go through something like that. It’s not easy. But hey, be positive. It’s not easy to go thru a break up of course. But the best part about it is finding someone else that will care about you 10 times more than he did. It’s his loss that he broke up with you. Move on and things will get better, I guarantee it :)
2439. At the end of ‘Ass Back Home’ by the Gym Class Heroes and Neon Hitch, Travy says ‘i’m home baby’. I can’t wait till my boyfriend says that to me. I can’t wait to wrap my arms around him. I’m so lost without him right next to me. <3
2438. I recently got dumped because my boyfriend’s racing season is starting. He felt that he wouldn’t be able to keep in touch with me, and then I would become sad. I tried to convince him that two people that love each other don’t have to talk everyday, every minute. But he wouldn’t even try. Less than a week later, he tells me that he’s been talking to his ex. Now he’s talking about possibly dating her again. Why does he have time for her, and not me? I just don’t understand. :/
2437. I was in love with you… but you changed. You started acting like your douchebag friends, and it feels like I don’t even know you anymore.
2436. My boyfriend moved to the complete opposite side of the country, and him not talking to me all day is ruining me so much.
2435. I am going to be alone at prom. And it makes me feel so unwanted and ugly. I don’t care that prom doesn’t matter, it doesn’t change the way I feel. What is wrong with me?
2434.I hate going to my college most of the time because I feel that some of the girls are judging me for hanging out with a guy they know (that I happen to like). But it doesn’t phase me too much cuz I actually try talking to him instead of watching him from a distance. Take that bitches.
2433. I haven’t cut myself in years, but lately life has been fucking with me, and I feel the urge to just cut and feel ok for a little while. Would that be so wrong? Because I feel like I’ll explode otherwise.
2432. Finally someone likes me…but I’m I’m love with someone else.
